Yes, it took me awhile to get past that fear LOL.
So far as relaxation/hypnosis for trading....it's best to write something yourself and record it(audacity is completely free or use a voice recorder).
This is for the reason I said. It was not what was stated from the Mantra that brought me up, it was my connotation of the way.
So, if you determine what you are wanting(the headline, etc.) paraphrase the entire thing(in your words) and record it in your own voice and listen to it every day.
I can send you some brain wave entrainment to put in the background, if you would like LOL. (here is a link to explain it...
http://www.real-hypnosis.com/brainentrainment.html)